LISA; Hold on to me & never let me go.
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This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go..


♥ Lisa

Oon Yi Teng Lisa is my name.

I have a destiny to earn. I live to earn it, and then to die.

He appeared.
Just as if I'd conjured him
From my mind.
I peeked.
I looked.
I gazed.
And I stared.
But there was no interest in his eyes.
Andintheblinkofaneye
He was gone.
The fire died.
I died.

Not literally but figuratively

He was
My North
My South
My East, and
My West!

My working week, and
My Sunday rest.

He still is.

Although it's hard & scares me so,
A life without you scares me more.

♥ DESIRES


I guess I don't know what I want.

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♥ FRIENDS

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MEMORIES;

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Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
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Brushes.

Sunday, February 24, 2008
9:36 AM

Goodbye, people.

I can take you away from here.
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
9:35 AM

I was just browsing Amazon (Yes, www.amazon.com ) and I remembered (How could I forget?) that my birthday is coming (Okay, it's like, more than a month away.)!

Here's a list of what you can buy for me. (:

The It Girl book 1-4 I've got 5: Lucky. & I just realized that I want to collect it.
Eclipse Yes, the 3rd installment of Twilight. I've read it, but I have Twilight and New Moon now, so I think a copy of Eclipse would look nice next to them.
Breaking Dawn & Midnight Sun I know they're not out yet. But I don't mind them late.
The Clique: ALL the books I kind of like it even though the girls are so young, it's kind of stupid -.-" I mean in GG, they're all teens (17 years old) but in The Clique, they're TWELVE. YES, TWELVE -.-" But I like Claire and Cam.
Tickets to L I don't mind early presents either
Blue Bloods & Masquerade I haven't read M yet, but I've read BB. Just don't actually own them.
Spy High: ALL the books ESPECIALLY ANGEL BLUE I want to collect it too!
Fearless: ALL the books Collection!
Gossip Girl: Don't you forget about me & It had to be you I know they're rubbish, but I WANT!
Gossip Girl: The Carlyles YES I WANT TO START ON THE NEW SERIES
The Ashleys I want to try something new
Private: Inner Circle and Legacy BUY BUY BUY!
Chalet Girls New series
The Princess Diaries: 1-6 I think I have 7 and 8. I definitely have 9 (just bought, remember?)

Notice they're all books? :D

SAVE UP AND BUY LAR! I'm sure they're not THAT expensive.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't let me down. ):

I can take you away from here.
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9:02 AM

I forgot about the Lalang (Lallang?) !!

So, I'm gonna tell you now. (:

Margaret went and told Peter & Jane (faints) about the boy that we were looking at during their Ipoh wedding. She said something like,"We were wondering if it would be incestuous for them to be together." :O

It's not, by the way. Since he's on Jane's side of the family. (In case you were wondering.)

Anyway, Peter and Jane said they'd check and find out for me all sorts of things! o.O Uhhh, but I think they've already forgotten. So... Heehee. Next time. (:


I also forgot to mention that apparently this year was the first year that (almost) all my cousins gathered back in KL. (Eugene is still in US and they don't have CNY holidays there :/ )

&&&&&&& speaking of incest... We were walking to the carpark. SW was poking XH's cheek. & my dad said.. MY DAD SAID... "Concentrate on walking! Not pat tuo-ing." :O THEY ARE BROTHER AND SISTER! Everyone was like :O My dad can be so weird sometimes. HAHA.

& SW finally admitted that he has a girlfriend! HAHAHAHA. Not that we all didn't know it in the first place :D


Once again, I HATE PEOPLE WHO ADD ME FOR THE SAKE OF FIGHTING ME ON FC. ESPECIALLY IF I'M AWAY AWAY AWAY. LOSERS.

Bored with blogging. So, byee! (:

I can take you away from here.
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5:07 AM

HAH, I'm back! Again.

You know, I realize that I type that a lot. "I'm back." & then I realize it's cause I go away (and come back) a lot. :D

Ahhhh, Chinese New Year AGAIN.
Kuala Lumpur AGAIN.
Berjaya Times Square AGAIN.
Blackjack & Taidi AGAIN.
Theme park... Sadly, no.
Bowling AGAIN.

Soooooooooooo. We thought late last year that we'd be going to Perth. But, unfortunately, because of my Uncle's surgery, we gathered at KL again. For, like... The 14th (did I go as a baby?) since I was born (excluding weddings [damn lots], my grandmother's you know... and June holidays in Genting)! Hmmmm...

This year was not as fun as the last few. Maybe 'cause it's the same old place, maybe it's cause we've grown up, maybe it's cause of all the tension :O

You know, so far this year hasn't been a very good one (health-wise) for us Oonys. (HAHA, Oonys...) 1st, Uncle Peng Wah had surgery concerning his eye! 2nd, Margaret (COUSIN) had a car accident (and fainted in the car!!!!!)! 3rd, Aunty Poh Choo had (bad) food poisoning and landed in the hospital three (you know, like too! and three! get it? get it????)! My goodness. Hope everyone gets better, and all that.

The Oon family is multi-national. (Is there such a thingy?) My cousin Mei Li (Mei Ling?) married a, hmmmm, Caucasian (ang moh), Cousin Margaret wants to marry an Indian named Jerry WHO IS VERY NICE! And, Cousin Lawrence's girlfriend is from Hong Kong! Her name's Fendi & she's niceeee. (: My, my, my. MAYBE I'LL MARRY AN AUSTRALIAN! :D

In KL, we watched Kung Fu Dunk. I have to admit now: Jay Chou is actually quite cute. (; & so is Baron Chen and that other guy! :D :D :D :D Seng Wei thinks the movie was rubbish, but I thought it was okay. I think Bball guys are hot.

Which reminds me... When we were going home (from the airport), there was a bus next to the car AND THAT REMINDED ME OF... One day, we were going home (from my grandmother's house) and I was sitting legs up on the seat facing my brother in the 2nd row of my dad's car and and and then a bus went by and I don't know what made me look up, but in the bus was (were?).... Kevin & Kane! Both of whom I had been hanging out with earlier that day 'cause I pon badminton training. o.O

School team seemed so mundane then. Now, it's become my life. No lar, hahahh. (:

Let's see. I bought a new PINK wallet which is long & Margaret can't understand why. Old people are like that! (; I also bought... LUCKY (an it girl novel) in which ASSHOLE Easy broke up with SWEET SWEET Callie all because of BITCHY TINSLEY and F-ED UP JENNY. Sucks, really. I feel for Callie. ): (I'm getting worked up again) & To The Nines (a princess diaries novel (book? what?)) and and and BOOK ONE OF THE STRONGBOW SAGA. Ohmygosh, HALFDAN! (: We also bought I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU CHUCK & LARRY ANDDDDDD 28 WEEKS LATER. What elseee? I can't remember. Cousin Peter bought me a spray-ey thingy. It smells nice. It's not perfume, but it sort of is. :/

Speaking of Margaret (not really), she slapped me everywhere! OUCH OUCH. Even under my thigh. Okay, this sounds gross. But she did. And it hurt. Day-um. ):

ANDANDAND, gambling is always a big part of CNY in KL (: Every year, we black jack! But this year our black jacking wasn't as fun 'cause THE BROTHERS (My dad & his brothers) kept talking to each other. So, our dealer (my dad) wasn't available. Lawrence took over as dealer and lost. MUAHAHA. (I WON I WON!) So he didn't try again (okay it could be more due to the fact that his girlfriend was there). We played Taidi and I won (again)! I love me too! (: I think we should get a mahjong set and leave it in Times Square, manxzxzxzxz. Since all of us know how to play. It's more fun anyway and I bet we can win more instead of betting 1RM when we play BJ. I also want to learn Poker. Anyone want to teach me? My grandparents say poker is for big time gamblers and they lose lots of money. So I came up with an alternative: POTATO CHIPS! "I see your two PC, and I raise you ten." (Is that how they say it?) WHAT FUN! So, who's game? AND WHAT'S THE BIG IDEA WITH NO ONE KNOWING HOW TO PLAY BRIDGE. It is such fun game, grrr.

(this post is so here and there so far. hahah. but i like it.)

The un-fun part was long car rides and long walks down the streets. ): but the food was quite good (i think). i mean, malaysians really know how to eat (cook?).

OH OH! There's this funny incident! We went to Cold Storage the first day we were there and we spent like, 140++ RM (on one receipt, yes.) I think it's quite cheap considering how much (and what) we bought. It almost became 200 RM but my mom took out the milk tray (pout). OKAY SO HERE'S THE FUNNY PART. My mom was like, "Everything's so heavy. Let's bring the trolley to our room first and then we'll return it." so off we went with the trolley. We started looking for a lift and this indian guy who works there showed us one "ulu ulu" one. AND FOLLOWED US! The lift was about to come when my mom told us to get out of there. So, we zao-ed. AND THE INDIAN GUY FOLLOWED US!!!!!!!!!!!! We walked all the way to ADIDAS and went in. AND HE STOPPED OUTSIDE WAITING. Scary, right? We were rather freaked. So we walked away (again) and then he disappeared. So breathed a sigh of relief. AND THEN... HE APPEARED AGAIN! With an empty trolley. What fools we were... He only wanted the trolley. -.- but my mom was like, "Ye bu yong (Still! Don't need to) follow us all the way and scare us, right!" HAHAHAHAHAH. We had to carry everything to our room. WHICH IS PRETTY DAMN FAR.

We stopped at Starbucks and I got my Caramel whatchamacallit. (; We dropped our bottle of Sprites like, twice or thrice in Starbucks. My goodness!

What we bought (At least those I remember):
4 cans of diet coke
2 of sprite
1 f&n zappel
1 f&n orange
2 cokes
1 pepsi max
1 pepsi
1 lychee and aloe vera fruit tree fresh juice
1 apple and aloe vera fruit tree fresh juice
1 best of our minis chocolate bag (like, snickers, mars, bounty, etc.)
1 gummy coke candy
1 mango gummy
1 sour cream and onion chipster
1 barbeque texas style ruffles
1 sour cream and onion jumpy
1 snowpeas
1 bag of 3 cadbury frog/koala chocolate (milk choc, caramel, strawberry)
I think that's all, if I left out any, sorry. :p It's really a lot.

We even went back a few times, got 3 ice creams, 10 kaya balls, 6 cup noodles, and some other stuff (if I'm not wrong).

We went bowling, like, 2 games each. SW (8lbs) bowled over 100. I (10lbs) bowled like, 80/90. Linus (12lbs) bowled 72, XH (8lbs) 60/70 (with SW's help). I feel really sad. BUT I REMEMBERD TO SHAKE HAND GO UP, SO JIMMY HAD BETTER BE HAPPY! The lanes were FULLY oiled, and the balls were heavy and oily. AND the finger holes were pretty damn big. SO YEAH! We ate Orange Julius hot dogs.

I notice when we're in KL, we eat lots of junk food. We hung out at Macs, KFC, OJ, etc etc. We didn't go to Sushi King though everyone (except me) wanted. I have a good explanation! I've eaten sushi like a billion times.

So. I mentioned the name "Bing Xiang" to SW. And he was like, "HUH?! HOW YOU KNOW HIM!" Hmmm. Must go and think.

ANYWAY, HE SAID SOME THINGS TOO THAT MADE ME A BIT CONFUSED. BUT IT'S NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, REALLY. GOTTA GO ASK SOMEONE. WHOM I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO RIGHT NOW, BUT I DO. SHIT.

Ang paos (baos?) this year was a relatively bad haul. BUT IT WAS STILL GOOD. Because we didn't expect to get any due to my grandmother passing on like, last year (15th March). So, we were like, happy to get some.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR...
Flag day next week.
Mom's mah jong competition next week.
Relative(I don't know which, everyone's getting married)'s wedding next week.
Dad's "house warming" next week.
OAC on 27.

My mom's contemplating going to the U.S. for the June holidays. And she just asked me when I'd know if I can leave for J holidays ('Cause if I get into school team this year, and I leave, Mr Seem will have a cow.) and I told her May and she was super shocked. HAHA. See what I mean by school team becoming my life, kind of? She said better to go in June than December 'cause December damn bloody cold. HAHAHHAAHHA. I told her go early June? Late May? Which may pose as a problem 'cause Xi Nan's birthday is 8th June. But, then again, maybe I won't be celebrating with them this year? Hmmm. Anyway, then my grandmother was like, "Nationals? Parade, ahh?" I nearly fainted. No lar, but still. I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT I GET INTO THE SCHOOL TEAM THIS YEAR (Sec3 year is supposed to be harder) AND THAT IF I GO AMERICA, I DON'T GET SCOLDED AGAIN. Every year I get scolded for going overseas. ):

Common tests coming up: E Math on V-day (Yes, Valentine's day. Stupid, i know.) , Biology, Chemistry and A Math soon after. Thank whoever that Physics an Social Studies are done with and that English TA is also over.


ANYWAY, I gotta go now. My mom wants me to study -.-

I can take you away from here.
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
12:57 PM

I didn't manage to finish up my previous post! Which is sad! But now, I am online! So I can! Which is happy! (Doesn't sound right...)

What I was going to write about was how I've been reflecting on my own life... & I realise that everything I've actually ever done (good or bad) has led me to where I am now. Which I think (overall), is quite good. (:

I have many things to be glad for. I've never acknowledge some people in my life. & I've always thought that I should, BUT I've never done it. ):
So, here is a list of all the people who have always been there for me!

Mom, Dad, Linus (Even though they annoy me sometimes.)
They've always been there to talk me through my bad times (and also spoil my fun!), helped me get back on my feet, etc. I really love you guys. (:

Mi Li, Hoi Yan, Emily, Nandhitha, Vanessa, Natasha, Ping Hao, Natalie, Bao Lin, Rachel, Amanda Eber, Genevieve.
You guys are the bomb, really! I must say that even though I miss being in the same class as Mi Li, Hoi Yan, Natalie, Natasha, Amanda, and Genevieve, I'm really glad, in a way, that it happened like this... 'Cause then I mixed around more with the rest who're in 3A now. (: & luckily, you guys went to 3M! (Or C, or I. Heeeee.)

Felicia, Beatrice Yeong, Ya Le, Huda, Jedidah.
Wow, you guys have seen me be bitchy, seen me cry like... like I was going to die, give up on certain (ahem!) things, but you guys have never ever given up on me! You guys have always been there, offered advice, ompeted with me. AHHHHH, I could never have asked for better CCA-mates.

Merilyn, Min Yen, Natania, Chaitali, Brendan, Marcus, Kester, and all the other Karen's class JG people!
You guys have seen me cry because I was scared to do that poem. You guys have seen me be violent D: You guys have seen me mad over (ahem) people :D
AND STILL ENCOURAGE ME TO GO AFTER THE THINGS (OR PEOPLE) THAT I WANT! HAHAHAHA. I love you guys for bringing out the crazy in me. (: Rock, like, on! (;

Diondra and Siyin, Xi Nan, Amanda.
I know, I know we've drifted apart. & I'm like, super sad about that. But, things change, people change. I've learnt to let go.
Diondra, and Siyin. I love you guys like you know what! :D Ehhh... Not that I love you know what. (; You two have always been the ones who've kept in contact. (:
Diondra! Stop guessing whether or not I've got a boyfriend! Hahahh! :p
Siyin! I've ordered your shirt! I hope they don't forget D:
Xi Nan! Thanks for brightening up my days. (:
Amanda! Thanks for being there for me.
It's been, what, 3 years since we've been in the same classroom as each other. I miss each and every one of you a lot!
But, in a way, I'm not that sad about the drifting apart thing. I mean, if I'd sill called you guys everyday, used up my quota of "allowed-out" days with you guys, I'd never really have made new friends like those I mentioned up there.
You guys will always mean a lot to me. & know that I'll always be one (or two - kidding!) phone calls away.

Natasha and Bjorn.
My goodness! You two drive me mad! Hahahh. You guys make me happy/angry/sad/excited/irritated... BUT I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS BECAUSE SOMEHOW, YOU GUYS LOVE ME! Even after I've cold-shouldered you guys, been mean to you guys, took your turns (Bjorn, you have only yourself to blame! :p)... YOU GUYS STILL SMILE WHEN YOU SEE ME WHICH I THINK IS SUPER NICE :D Not that I'm very hard to love (;

BOYFRIEND!
You're very annoying, you know! Hahahh, but I lovee youuuuu (: 6 MONTHS ALREADY! D:
:D :D :D :D :D


SEE? SEE? It's been such a weird year. AND IT'S ONLY FEBRUARY! :O

Things to look forward to:
OAC! (I can't wait!!!!)
SPORTS DAY (Rose will show you! :D )
NATIONAL JUNIORS (Ohmygosh! I always have fun!)
NATIONALS (When the whole (okay maybe not whole...) school will be there together!
St Nick's Carnival (IF I'm going)
CCHMS Carnival (IF I'm going)
FLAG DAY! (OH YAY! I'm going to enjoy this!)

Is that all? I don't think so, right! HAHAHAHAHA!
OH OH!
MY BIRTHDAY!
& THE TRIP TO MALAYSIA!

I think I'm gonna enjoy this year. Despite all the homework, yeah. (:

I think I'd better end here!
Bye, people! As I've said before, MISS ME! <3

I can take you away from here.
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